COMPLETE RANDOMNESS
The sun no longer smiles upon me,
The moon, cold and uncaring.
Two lines which popped into my head at six a.m. four days ago.
I have no idea where they came from or what inspired them, but there they are, staring at me from my online page, with nowhere to go.
I’m not a poet, so chances are they will go nowhere at all, but that’s how my muse works. I call her Hope, my muse. Why? Because why not! It’s as good a name as any; better than many. Anyway, that’s how Hope works. She will toss random words and lines into my brain. Some I catch, like a lazy flyball on a summer’s day, the outfield grass soft underfoot, a gentle breeze, the ball settling softly into the web of my mitt, and some scream beyond my glove, exit velocity one-oh-nine off the bat, rising as it approaches me, well-beyond my reach, over the wall, a grand slam homer for some other writer.
And so it is for many of us who write, the uncertainty and wonder and randomness of it all.
I love it!
A ROSE BY ANY OTHER NAME
The things is, and I don’t know why, but I look at those two lines and I absolutely guarantee I could write five-thousand words about them in a short story. But a poem? That’s not happening! It’s just not the way my writer’s brain works.
It’s been interesting working with other writers in my coaching duties. We all have different perspectives. We all seem to have a specific slant to our writings. We can look at exactly the same thing and see fifty different things, and transform those things into prose or poetry or soapbox rants, meandering our way through a half-million words, piecing together, sorting through, finding just the right one, discarding many, like a pile of Legos becomes a structure or a weapon or – or – or
And God help me, I love it all!
RANDOM THOUGHT WHILE WATCHING THE VOICE
I was thinking about it all, this writing journey, while watching American television viewers pick the wrong finalists on The Voice. Don’t get me wrong, Micah seems like a really nice kid, but one of the Top Five? Really?
But I was thinking, there is probably a miniscule chance, at best, that my writing will ever “go viral,” as they like to say these social media days. Most likely my writings will go the way of the dinosaur. There will be evidence that it existed, but it will be fairly difficult to see proof of that fact, none of my books on bookshelves, none in libraries, and none on any of the bestseller lists. And my articles? Floating around the web, they will be, forever bits of information, available to anyone who manages the correct search query on Google, but few will actually be read ten years from now.
And yet I write, just like those singers on The Voice who were rejected, and just like the street musicians and street artists and any other creatives out there who follow a voice no one else hears, and follow it because they must, for writing feeds my soul, and writing brings me enjoyment and satisfaction and quiets the inner demons who would have me follow a much-more dangerous path
SO THERE YOU HAVE IT
The sun no longer smiles upon me, and yet it does, those words not applicable in my real life, not now, not for thirteen years, not as long as I continue to write and continue to love.
Just random thoughts on this May afternoon, a quick summation of the creative process for yours truly.
Does anyone remember The Walker Brothers from the 60’s music scene? “The Sun Ain’t Going To Shine Anymore?” Randomness!
Bill
“Helping writers to spread their wings and fly.”